May 2011
36 posts
New York New York!!!!!
I want to go to NYC at the end of June to visit MOMA and do some more sight seeing. Any of my tumblr friends know of good hostels or cheap places to stay in NYC?
May 31st
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May 30th
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May 29th
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May 28th
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May 28th
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dry booze
Be oblivious to me Walk away tall and proud Is it but an illusion of my mind? False sense of caring I like my sushi fresh from the beach And my Smirnoff ice cold But I’m stuck  My words afflicted by remorse Regret doesn’t belong in my dictionary A hand on my shoulder And a pat on the back It’s coming to me slowly Sweaty palms  Twisted tummy  Nerves faster than the speed of light Being around you ...
May 28th
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Cocaine, hit me hard
To believe in yourself is harder than said The thoughts of loneliness running through my head Make it hard to chose a life better led Morphine, novacane, cocaine drip Blood turns to booze,  With nothing left to lose I’ll start walking on my way  Through the forest from life to bay Morphine, novacane, cocaine high Abating my time in a place unknown Just trying to sit upon the throne In my...
May 27th
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May 27th
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May 27th
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May 27th
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May 27th
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May 26th
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who would have thought
One of my good friends has been saying for the past month that I need to write a book about how I dealt with my break-up. After talking to another friend this morning and giving her the best advice I could, she mentioned she would read my book.  I’ve always wanted to be published, since a very young age I thought I was an excellent writer but come university I stopped, my creativity was...
May 26th
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May 26th
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This is my life
ask away http://cupcakecourtney.tumblr.com/ask
May 26th
“Listen to them. Children of the night. What music they make.”
– Dracula (1931)
May 26th
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May 26th
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hollywood isn't real
this mangled mess laying at your feet these rose petal stains staring at you from the tile they are all products of a world where love is misconstrued and forgotten the mascara caked cheeks are just a precursor to bloody noses and broken bones these rose petal stains will not come out the rain pours down faster than you can run, soaking to the very essence of you but you still venture into...
May 26th
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May 26th
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May 25th
“Whatever your talent, use it in every way possible… Spend it lavishly like...”
– Brendan Francis via Jennifer Rimnyak (former RAC president and one of the most inspirational people I know)
May 25th
May 25th
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Pop-Up Video Is Coming Back to VH1 | Vulture →
Pop-Up Video is returning to the VH1 lineup this fall, with 60 new episodes that will “remain faithful” to the original. This new version will include rap and hip-hop videos, which its predecessor did not, but that doesn’t offset the fact that music videos are no longer as ubiquitous as they once were, nor are they televised with the same regularity. Still, there’s a generation of humans for...
May 25th
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May 24th
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I need to write, to vomit on a page with a pen and have the ink stain my fingers  My head feels like a scene from Tron, cycles zipping all over the place not staying still for me to complete a sentence I’ve taken my tumblr off facebook, i need this to go back to before  I’m sitting here at 23 with a lacking motivation but tons of motivation at the same time i want to break down and...
May 18th
seaschel-deactivated20120219 asked: Wahhhh I tried to write you a letter but it's not letting me paste anything in your ask box! I tried =(
May 18th
Write me a letter and put it into my ask.
seaschel: -nogivingup: Dear ______, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I’d __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S....
May 18th
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I wrote this a while ago right after my ex and I split i put it in drafts cause I wasn’t sure I wanted anyone to ever read this but I have this feeling right now that it needs to be published for my own sanity, and to not see that little (1) sitting beside the draft on my dash. So if you want to read into the ramblings of a 23 year old crazy person, please go ahead and click through.  ...
May 18th
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May 16th
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May 14th
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Ladies night
So I just committed myself to jump out of a plane! Who wants to sponsor me? All the money raised is going to the wonderful Bethell House one of the members of Hospice Caledon.
May 14th
May 10th
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May 5th
If It Came In A Bottle...: Fitblr pact  →
ifitcameinabottle: I am a fitblr. I pledge to: Eat a minimum of 1200 calories per day. Chill out when/if I eat junk food, I will enjoy it and realize tomorrow is a brand new day. I WILL NEVER POST THINSPO! Bones are not attractive, thigh gaps mean nothing. I will not guilt trip myself or punish my body.
May 5th
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Fitpocolypse
i killed my 8k today, the weather was not my friend but i did it anyway. I had hoped that the rain would hold off for the remainder of the day but the sky’s had a different idea in mind. I could feel my hips getting tight rit off the bat, any suggestions from anyone who has delt with this problem would be awesome. I finally hit my stride about half an hour in, I could see my turn around...
May 1st